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“It was one of them days, yes the first Thursday of the new month….” – the opening lyrics of River Forktine Tippecanoe – one of the more compelling of many extraordinary songs on Munly and the Lee Lewis Harlots’ self-titled album.

As it happens, the day I met Jay Munly was the first Thursday of December. Our interaction went something like this:

Me (approaching with awkward slowness and foolish grin): Can I make a request, or do you have a set list that you’re sticking to tonight?
Munly (tall, lean frame bending to better hear my quiet question): Well, you can make a request, but if it isn’t on my playlist I won’t play it.
Me (nervous laugh, still grinning): Oh, that’s fine, I understand. I’m completely thrilled to hear whatever you play. I’m just so happy you’re here.
Munly (accommodating his nervous fan – good man): Just out of curiosity, what would you have requested?
Me: Bird and/or Cat, from your Lupercalians album (duh. Like he doesn’t know which album his songs are on). I really love that album, by the way.
Munly: Oh, thank you (sounding genuinely grateful for the compliment, generic though it was).
Me (feeling desperately awkward but not wanting to part from the moment…this is where I get weird, by the way): I had a really shitty fuckin day today….I didn’t know you were here in town, but a friend of mine called and said you were playing, so I put on my big girl boots and made myself come out for a bit. I’m so incredibly thrilled you’re here. Thank you so much for coming to Boise. Really makes me happy….so anyway, thanks again for being here. I think you’re brilliant….

And with that, before I could catch a glimpse of what I’m sure was an utterly befuddled expression on his wonderfully gaunt face, I ran away to breathe and down a stiff drink. Who the heck talks about her “big girl boots” to Munly? Me….sigh.

Munly, along with a host of other exceptionally talented musicians such as Slim Cessna and David Eugene Edwards, is saddled with the honor of having developed the Denver Sound. This remarkable genre of gothic Americana country has stolen my soul and wrested my heart, and no one renders me willing to surrender soul and heart for the sake of music better than Munly.

During Munly’s set, I stood just to the left of the stage, finding a space where I could experience his sound alone, without the distraction of friends and small talk. How anyone could make a peep during his playing is something I can’t begin to comprehend, yet there were several birdbrains squawking away in the darkened corners of the bar, woefully unaware of what they were witnessing. I think Munly sensed their lacking too – he didn’t play for long. But while he sat upon that black Neurolux stage, I stood fixed to the floor by the humble splendor of his unbridled genius.

Post script: I have always been irresistibly drawn to the banjo. It’s unfortunate that Deliverance has forever marred the commanding beauty of this instrument with ghastly visions of squealing piggies. The banjo possesses a sound that is at once complex and clear. Munly is one of the few modern musicians who has truly mastered its incredible diversity and distinction.

Last spring, my dear manfriend was kind enough to buy me a banjo for my birthday. I can barely play Hot Cross Buns on the beloved thing, but I pluck away whenever I gain the courage to pick it up…..I can play the flute, but it’s a long, arduous journey from wind to string….one I’m happy to take, be it at a turtle’s pace….

By the way, these stunning photographs are courtesy of the magnificently talented Bethany Walter. She slays me with her vision every week.

Jacket: Suede – purchased by my mother in the 70’s.
Blouse: Polyester – thrift store find.
Skirt: Velvet – given to me by Jessica and Kelly, fellow FU stunners.
Boots: Leather – purchased new from Frye.
Necklace/Earrings: Hazel Cox (who else?)

The photographer’s favorite photo of the bunch……….

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On a good day, I feel like a magician. On a bad day, I feel like a fraud. On the day these photos were taken, I could have passed for a magician. Today, the lesser of my dual spirits came forth. I tried in vain to stuff it back up my sleeve like some sort of magic handkerchief, but much like the unruly rabbit who can’t sit still long enough for the ruse to be completed, today my true state of being revealed itself to me before I could trick myself into believing differently – I am a pauper, dressing as a princess. I have many fine things, much of which was inherited by family, and the rest of which was discovered amongst the piles of shit collecting dust in endless Idaho thrift stores, but none of these beautiful possessions can transform my reality…….

Today I sold a gold charm given to me by my mother. Sometimes one must release possessions from that sentimental grip in order to move forward, and I take today’s experience as a reminder of that fact. After all, food, electricity and heat are infinitely more important than a golden charm….

I am supremely blessed by the many family heirlooms I have the good fortune to hold in my hands every day. The stunning jet beads I am wearing in these photos, for example – these were my great-grandmother’s, and I will never part with them. But sometimes the little things, such as a charm that one never wears, must be sacrificed in order to continue the day-to-day. Ultimately, I feel blessed beyond measure, and this small gesture of release will help propel me – and my dualistic spirit – toward a better circumstance.

Earrings: gold, jet – by Hazel Cox.
Necklace: jet – circa 1920. Once belonged to my great-grandmother.
Ring 1: elk ivory, diamond, gold.
Ring 2: gold, diamond.
Ring 3: onyx, gold.

Coat: wool – L.C. Mae (made in USA). Killer thrift store find.
Clutch: leather – purchased on some side street store in NYC.
Boots: leather – not sure on the brand, they just say “made in Canada”. I’ll take it.

Blouse: silk – INC. Purchased at a thrift store.
Skirt: polyester – J Crew. Purchased at a thrift store.

It’s funny…I think I was between poses in this shot, thinking about what to do next, but Bethany captured my mood perfectly here – poised, but accepting of surrender. I never was very good at hiding my emotions…….but my expression is humble, which is beautiful.

 

 

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No stranger to being stubborn and full of myself, I decided to save time and show off my creative inclinations by taking the photos for this week’s blog myself. I set up my tripod, staged a few scenes, got dressed, and fiddled with my camera settings. Ready, set, shoot!

What ensued was a 3-hour frustration fest, resulting in one frazzled, cranky, and humbled Ms. Wednesday. It’s damn hard to take suitable photos of oneself! blurry face, shoe cropped out of the photo, top of my head lopped off, over/under exposure……..bah. I managed some shots I’m actually quite happy with, but at what cost? at what cost?? (shaking my fist skyward)

I may be a stubborn thing, but I do know when to admit defeat (or utter frustration at the very least). My next dance belongs to you, Bethany dear!

Blouse: Cotton – ISDA & Co., purchased at thrift store ($9).
Skirt: Wool – INC, purchased on clearance at Macy’s ($20).
Shoes: Leather – Lovely People, purchased on clearance at Shoez ($20).

I have to say a bit about this magnificent wool and satin-lined coat. I found this at Good Will when I was 16, and paid a grand total of $11 for it. Had I been prudent enough to get these photos taken by someone other than myself, I could have shown off the incredible stand-up collar on this fine piece of loveliness. Oh, well…next time!

I fucking love this little hound so much my heart hurts.
Ed, Edward, Ehbug, doodle, dude, dudelette, sausage link, carpet shark, whiz weasel, shit rat…..formally known as Sir Edmund K. HandsomeHound. A dog this amazing needs many names.

Earrings: pearl – purchased from a jewelry store I worked at in high school.
Necklace: Antique glass beads – Ma purchased this for me years ago at Antique World Mall.
Belt: Leather – given to me by a friend.

Ring 1: Onyx, gold – purchased from a consignment shop I worked for in high school.
Ring 2: Gold, diamond – purchased from an antique store I worked for in high school.
Ring 3: Gold, diamond, elk ivory – the ivory was given to me by my step-dad, the ring I had commissioned by Glade Davis, who is a fantastic jeweler and artist.

Clutch: Snakeskin – by Judith Leiber. This clutch belonged to my manfriend’s grandmother. For those of you who don’t know Judith Leiber, take a moment to have a look-see. I had never heard of the designer, and fairly squealed in delight when I discovered the website…..eeeeee!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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